__ Tuesday, August 31, 2004 ;

Unsucessful Posting.. HaHa ^_^ Posted by Hello

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Miss Stephie & Miss Selena... Posted by Hello

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__ Monday, August 30, 2004 ;

I went to Westmall, BK, for dinner with stephie and selena.. Surprisingly, Steph reached the earliest and selena the latest.. Haha.. Did our usual catching up and stuff.. then we did some shopping...

Selena and stephie each bought a bag.. quite unique and nice i think.. with beads and flowers on it.. Its been a really long while since i buy things and i really wanted to get something for myself.. but... haiiz...

Then, stephie is really tired, so she took a bus home.. me and selena was walking towards the entrance to the train station.. We continued to do some shopping and haha.. this time i managed to get myself a pair of slippers.. its black in color.. with abit of heels.. quite nice i think.. Selena managed to get herself a pair of slip ons heels too.. *_^
Selena: "Finally get something, happy already?"
Haha.. indeed i am.. quite satisfied....
I took a train to CCK and walked home by myself.. since selena is on the phone with tim....

Stephie gal.. Jiayou!! Dont look so moody and tired... :)

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Shit!!!!

I went to change my blogskin and now i cant see any comments posted by anyone, esp my darling~~~

Arrrgghhh... Lost the two comments that u've posted to me.. so SORRY.. :(

Just like that time i've accidentally deleted all ur messages in my inbox.. feel so.. stupid.. Haiizzz....

Anyway, will be back with better design.. wait for me!!!

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__ Saturday, August 28, 2004 ;

I really hate it when pple ask me to lie for them.

This is like so many times already!!
That stupid BS.. arrgghh.. to think i wanna help u.. so ur family will not be ruin.. u have a kid, how can u do this? its stupid!!

Now, i'm the stupid one. trying to think he will change. But look, i just hate to lie, when its not even my problem.

He's out with the girl again. Though he claims they are just friends. But he asked me for opinion on where to bring her etc. Go for movie? Dinner at where? How can i give it to him? Its like i'm helping and encouraging him in this way. The next day still can come back and say where they go, just sit and talk. F**** u man.. where got good friends everyday meet, esp u have a wife waiting for u at home. I dont believe in girls and guys can be good friend. If u have the guts, dont lie. Tell everyone straight. Otherwise u are hurting everyone.

And let me say it again. Dont tell me u are good friends. Because good friends even call each other everyday, let alone few calls per day.

Sorry abt this entry. I'm damn pissed.

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__ Friday, August 27, 2004 ;

I went KK hospital via my uncle BS's car with stanrick.. Went in Ward 82, room 12 and..... saw the baby girl.... So tiny.. so soft and so cute!!! At that point in time, i really feel happy for my uncle robin.. He and his wife were married for 15 years and have waited for 15 years for this baby.. And here she is.. pink and healthy and sleeping soundly.. My auntie and uncle was so proud... =)

I glanced over at stanrick.. He looked so cute when he's looking at the baby.. kept smiling.. Seriously, i cant imagine stanrick being the family man.. with kids next time.. i think it is really funny.. haha.. coz one year ago.. his philosophy is still.. no wife and no kids.. now?? hahaha.......
Stanrick told me: " I think a family is only completed with the kid.. Look at uncle BS.. it is the kid that is holding them back.." I think so too..

Uncle BS looks kind of sad.. He has some serious problems with his family and looking at uncle robin's family, he seemed envy.. but, he has only himself to blame.. all the same, still hope that all will be forgiven and he can have his family back...

After the visit, Ivy, selena, stanrick and i went to outram park to eat porridge.. We took a cab there and the cab driver was like.. arrghh.. keeps talking craps.. abt how good he is at singing etc.. kaoz.. When we were going to the train station, we saw ting.. So qiao.. and she's still.. as unfriendly as ever, with the black face and she looks kind of pale.. anyway.. who cares..


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***I WISH that i will not be so forgetful and forget so many things that stanrick told me.....***
He thought that what he said to be is not worth to be remembered by me.... :(
Wrong perception:- I also dont wanna be forgetful.. just that i dont remember things that are insignificant to me...

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I had a terrible nightmare yesterday nite.. (Considered to be terrible to me)

I dont know why sometimes, i will feel as if stanrick is still thinking abt his ex gf when he talked abt her.. hmm.. maybe i'm a xiao qi gui..

Anyway, its a dream that everything does not really tallies.. thats why its called a dream ba..

*** I went for dinner with stanrick and his ex gf, michelle.. Actually is she kept wanting to find him and so we agreed to go dinner with her. Ate somewhere at lot1 i think.. Still remembered clearly that in my dream, she's sitting beside me and stanrick is sitting in front of me.. can feel the dilemma in stanrick.. seeing present gf and ex gf.. ^_^.. anyway, then we went to somewhere.. a room.. i think to sing ktv or wat.. with some of my friends.. very vague but they are there.. selena, tim, steph.. After that, stanrick told me to go home with my friends.. coz they are staying near me.. and that he'll send michelle home.. reluctantly, i went.. remembered that i reached home at 10pm(saw my hp).. but stanrick did not call my during my journey home.. he will normally call.. i also dont know why i dont dare to call him too.. then at 10.45pm, he send a msg to me telling me that he will be going out with michelle till 7am next morning, not going home and thanks me for the chat and evening... My heart was really feeling very painful even though its just a dream and its nothing.... "
Suddenly, i was awaken up by my hp.. ^(oo)^ called and told me its 7am le.. time to wake up.. I am so glad that its only a dream.. but still i dont know why i'm feeling very sad... I even woke up in tears..

Forgot to mention.. michelle is the ex gf of stanrick that he likes most.. Sometimes, he still mention abt her and up till 2 weeks ago, he was still carrying their photo in his wallet.. Maybe that's the reason for me feeling this way...

^_^ I wont force him to forget someone he really love in the past.. Everyone has feelings and if he forgets her so fast, then its weird.. but i hope as time passes, he will eventually forget abt her totally and only focus on me, and only me........ I hope i can treat him as well as michelle treated him or even better.. =)



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__ Thursday, August 26, 2004 ;

Another week has passed and its friday again.. :)

I'm going to KK Hospital with Stan, Selena and Ivy to see my auntie.. coz she has just given birth to a baby girl!! Haha.. i'm so excited for her.. She has been married to my uncle for many years and they have been childless.. in fact they had already given up hope in getting a baby.. but, i guess miracles do happen.. *GrinZ*
Will update again abt the baby girl.. Lalala..

Sometimes i really feel very blessed at this moment of time.. I've been reading through my journals.. things that happened to me abt 2 years ago.. I wrote: " Should i choose someone who loves me but i dont really love him, or should i choose someone who dont really love me but is i love him.." Two years ago, seriously, i find it hard for me to find someone who will love me as much as i love him.. For me, its usually the case when i like that someone, he wont like me.. Instead, all those i dont like will come and bother me.. I dont even think this kind of things like balance between both sides even exist.. Even though, at that point in time, two of my closest friend, Selena and Stephanie found their happiness.. =)

I'm glad i have waited for mine...........

NOW, i will write: " I'll only choose the someone who loves me as much as i love him and i wont compromise for anything lesser" ... Otherwise, i'll not feel true happiness.. If you just choose anyone to settle with, it will only be like looking for companionship and u wont feel very happy doing things with them..

I'm really thankful for my lucky stars to be able to let me find the someone i cant live without and thankful that he's putting in efforts in this relationship as well.. I'll just have to look at him and i feel happy.. Really.. NOW that i've found him, i'll never ever want to let go..... I dont ever want this special moment to end..... ^(oo)^
(Baby.. u better make sure it dont end huh.. Hahahahaha..)

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__ Wednesday, August 25, 2004 ;

These few days i've been sleeping very early.. At abt 10+pm.. Kinda sick.. Didnt really have much time to talk to my darling.. But i told him to call me at abt 1am almost every night.. (To talk to him).. haha.. I really very jialek.. in the end talk for only abt 10 mins i went back to sleep..

*YAwnZzzZZzzz*

Hopefully he dont feel neglected by me.. =) Actually its also good in this way.. he can have more time to do his things or projects without me nagging at him or having to spend time talking on the phone with me..(coz i dont like him to multi-task..e.g. talking to me on the phone and typing on the computer or watching tv)..

Went for dinner at Long John's silver with Selena and Stanrick.. Was talking abt work and stress and... Sorry darling.. for speaking harshing to you during evening.. U meant well by giving me advices abt what i should do to draw clear lines in my company and trying to help me reduce the amount of stress i have to face.Thanks.. Just that i was too agitated and stubborn to listen to you advices at that moment..=)

Situation in my office is improving and i'm glad.. now, i have to solve my own problems abt drawing lines.. hope i wont be so soft hearted.. hope i can do it.. JIAYOU!!

Next aim for me is to save money.. *LOLZ*

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__ Tuesday, August 24, 2004 ;

SATURDAY ~~ 21st AUG ~~ FurBAll= StAnRIck's Birthday

Morning: Went to work with Ivy and Selena. They're very very good.. came over to help me.. coz i seriously got lots of stuffs to finish.. *so touched* Alex called me before i reached office and told me that he vomitted all over the office and its now very smelly.. i was like.. oh no!! yuckz!! We went in office anticipating for the smell of vomit and chaos.. but, stage one, reception area cleared, stage two, sales area cleared and finally, alex's place, designing area.. It was...... CLEARED too.. haha.. kenna tricked by alex.. only see him sleeping in his sofa bed with the tv on..
I went on to do my work and let alex sleep for a while more.. in the end.. haha.. my auntie came.. and.. hahaha.... alex woke up lor.. ^_^ luckily nothing happened..

Afternoon: Took the train home and was actually quite stoned.. really really feel like sleeping.. rushed home, took a bath and came out to meet stanrick..(Dont type his name le.. wait kenna nagged by him again).. He waited for me at the coffee bean outside lot 1 and he bought some stuffs for cooking.. took a cab back to his place and did some grocery shopping again..

Evening: ..... Actually, i'm also too ashamed to type it out.. haha.. guess wat? Birthday boy did the preparation of food, cooking, arranging and serving.. And i was like.. on the phone for the whole hour.. with my aunt.. hmm.. He made mash potatoes, salmon, and some potatoes soup.. seriously, i think he's cooking is quite good.. but, still needs alittle improvement.. (esp, the sauce part.. u know wat i'm talking abt..) All i did was to eat.. haha.. but i also did something.. i clapped for him.. once when he's cooking halfway, second when he finished serving and third when i finished eating... hahaha... I'm really a bad gf.. guess wat happened after that? I went up to his room and took a 2 hours nap.. *_^ after that, i sang birthday song for him and we cut the cake- strawberry sweetheart.. quite nice wor.. Baby, u've got to do some weight losing soon.. after finishing 3/4 of the cake by urself.. hahahah..

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__ Monday, August 23, 2004 ;

FRIDAY NITE...

I left office only at abt 7pm, took a cab down to selegie's mr bean with alex and stanrick. Selena, Stephanie and lynn was already there..
Wow.. selena look really really different!! She cut her hair, although quite the same, but with her make-up, she looks totally different.. her eyes are really beautiful man... wink wink..

Dinner was quite alright.. the five of us being very noisy, except alex.. haha.. he says he got age gap with us..

After that, we decided to go to one of the pubs at cappage.. Initially, i was abit pissed off... becoz, theres alot of people in most of the pubs and its like they are not deciding where they want to go.. arrghh..
but later, we decided to just stay in one of the pub.. forgot wat's the name.. and order drinks there.. Order one jug for one jug free at $40.. quite reasonable i think.. Initially, the 6 of us order 2 jugs.. then alex ordered another 2 for himself.. Me,lynn and selena shared another one jug and stan had one jug himself.. Getting more and more fun.. perhaps more people coming and we're getting abit high too.. played five, ten etc.. At abt 1+am, alex still dont want to leave.. we ordered another 2 jugs and finally finally.. he agreed to go home..

*Lynn walked home and seems like he's following her.. still havent get the whole story yet.. haha.. Just knew lynn keep asking him to go home! go home!*

Stanrick stayed over at my place coz its late.. slept only at 3+am and woke up at 6+am coz i've got to work the next morning..

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__ Friday, August 20, 2004 ;

1 more day to go....

Firstly, let me say.. its Friday!!! Haha..

Tomorrow will be Stanrick's birthday~~ Its the 1st birthday that i'm going to spend with him.. Haha..

Tonight, selena, stephanie, lynn, me and stanrick is going for dinner @ selegie, mr bean's.. We've gone through lots of trouble to prevent uncle BS and alex to come along.. Haiz.. they're seriously very gien ben and troublesome..

Shall update again abt tonite's dinner..

Just want to say, I love stanrick. =)

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__ Thursday, August 19, 2004 ;

Selena, Lynn, Me & Stephie Posted by Hello

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__ Tuesday, August 10, 2004 ;


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__ Monday, August 09, 2004 ;

I love weekends alot alot.. Firstly, i do not have to work.. Secondly, i get to meet up with my beloved bf for almost the whole day!! Even though we meet up almost everyday, just for a dinner, i feel very happy.. Just by looking at him, its enough to bring a smile to my lips.. :)

Fri: My baby is really very very sweet.. He came down to my office at 1pm to help me, coz i've got an urgent job.. Just a phone call and he came down immediately.. (Thanks alot alot darling)I was also very lucky coz he's free that day, no lessons.. haha.. Met lynn for dinner at cafe cartel.. Then we went for a movie, the village.. Yucky show.. Was falling asleep in the cinema..

Sat: We met up after his lesson at 6pm for dinner and back to his house, coz his granny was all alone at home.. At first was abit disappointed coz we cant go out, but was still happy coz its spending time with him.. :) Cycled to 7-11 to get.. haha and 2 bottles of e33.. I was riding a miniature bicycle, thanks to my blur bao bei, didnt know that there's another bigger bicycle at his house.. ^_^ My left eye is very painful, kind of get sore eyes.. arrghh.. Listened to music in his room, each drank one e33, relax for a while and i took a cab home at 11pm.. :)

Sun: Supposed to meet stanrick at 10.30am at causeway pt, but both of us are late, met up at 11.10am instead.. Haha.. pig.. Wanted to go see a doc, but back out at the last min.. We went grocery shopping at cold storage, wanted to cook fried rice.. (Every sunday, we will cook our own lunch.. Learning new dishes..=P)In the end, went back to his house and saw that his granny has already cooked fried rice.. So, we decided to cook fried noodles for dinner instead.. Not bad wor.. Think our cooking skills are improving.. *grinz* Sunday really passes very fast.. Maybe becoz its a non working day.. Haha, we just slack around in his room, wait vcd, talk and giving each other massages.. But i really enjoyed it.. Just like spending time with him and listening to his craps and nonsense.. Sometimes he's really insensitive, showing me stuffs which i do not want to see.. But, never mind, he's still my best darling.. :)Didnt want to go home, coz tmr's a public holiday, but no choice~~~ coz...........
P/s: Remember to pack ur room and bring in ur mini fridge so that we can start stocking up things.. Hahaha!!

Monday: Haiz, i've got to go back office to help Alex lor.. We've got a last minute and urgent assignment.. Its the printing for the banker, George Lien Ying Chow, who just passed away on saturday.. All of us have to go back to help out.. :( Luckily, my bao bei is sweet enough to come and help too.. We met up at 12.30pm at my house to go eat, then brought tibits and cup noodles for alex and reached office at 2.30pm.. Cut papers, fold and staples and everything ended later than expected.. We left office only at close to 10pm.. Supposed to meet lynn for dinner at outram.. In the end, lynn came and help out too, at 7pm.. =P (My friends are so cham.. Haha) My uncle went to deliver the things to george's family and wow, their house is so damn big!! Then, he drove alex, lynn, stanrick and i to outram for porridge.. Yeah.. still manage to eat the porridge.. By the time i reached home, its 1am.. Kaoz, holiday is worst than normal workings days.. *Yawnz*

I just want to tell you~~~ No one can replace you~~~ Thanks for being with me when I needed you and helping me~~~ I love you, today, tomorrow and always... ~~~~~ ^(oo)^

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__ Wednesday, August 04, 2004 ;

I always consider myself to be very lucky.. I was given two chance by my auntie to work for her..

Working with relatives can be a really tough thing.. You have to put in your best efforts, so as not to disappoint her.. I'm working in this company, All-In Printing Pte Ltd. My aunt is the director here, where i'm the sales administrator.. Being a quite newly started company, everyone have to multi-task. So, i am sort of a Bao Ka Liao.. I do P&L, daily accounts, go bank, quality check, help out in production and am now trying to learn designing..

I take it as a challenge, because i can learn alot of new things and not just limit myself to my work scope.. However, sometimes i get abit demoralise..

My uncle just started work with my aunt as a sales manager.. He has many years of sales experience in a MNC and naturally his way of working is more strict and disciplined.. My boss, another shareholder, is someone i should say very workaholic but i should also say he's very unorganised.. He is doing designing for the company and he worked 7 days a week and even sleep over at the office.. My uncle brought in alot of sales but my boss is unable to produce the designing work.. thus, my uncle is angry but cant scold him, instead, kept complaining and vending angers on me.. I cant do anything as i'm the most junior there..

I have to think of solutions.. what is the best way out for the company? How can everything be more organised? hmm.. maybe really have to speak to my auntie abt it.. I was also often held back late because of my boss's last minute work.. He has simply too many things to do and too little time to plan.. but how can i explain to him that he just needs to waste that few minutes of time to plan and can save everyone lots of trouble? Haiz...

I was held back again because a customer needs to collect his invoice and my boss last minute then tell me.. I called up the customer and was being nagged coz of the service provided by my boss.. We were supposed to send the invoice to them.. But, its already 6.15pm, all my sales went home and who is going to send the invoice to them, at Balestier leh! Not me wor.. i dont drive.. Was feeling damn pissed off..

I was supposed to meet my darling.. Luckily, he understands and stood by me when i needed him.. --Problems with work.. (this made me realise one thing.. next time if ever he were to tell me he's pissed off with something or if we've quarrelled, i'll still want to meet him because that's when i realised a person will need another person most.. i'll not just tell him to cool down by himself or go home to rest).. He waited for me at lot1.. felt bad for letting him wait.. luckily not for very long.. Just the thought of him waiting for me and being there for me made me feel happier despite the previous angers i've felt regarding my boss and the customer..

I just want to thank god for giving me such a great bf.. =)

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__ Tuesday, August 03, 2004 ;

A Change Of thinking Posted by Hello

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After the previous incident, i cut down on clubbing alot.. Just feel that i was living in a life with no goals or aim in the past.. Its time to start thinking now..

I was back to the life where i had not meet ting ting.. Life that was simple, with close friends around, going back home by 11pm everyday on weekday and slaking out or movies on weekends.. Yeah, everything was so simple and nice.. I start to feel like settling down.. I hope to find someone i can confide to, trust and build a long term relationship with.. going out with him every weekends etc.. Life with too many guys or people around u can be quite irritating.. alot of misunderstandings will occur too.. And i'm just sick of that kind of life, hurting people and have to explain for any misunderstandings due to my actions.. *yuckz*

Sometimes i wonder, is there really the existance of fate? I know this guy, Stanrick (My BF now) when i was 15. I always consider myself as having no fate with him because when we were young, we each have our own bf and gf.. And lost contacts for 4 or 5 years? Then, we talked again. This time, whenever he has a gf, i dont have a bf. But when he broke off with his gf, i have a bf. Things continued in this way.. Until when there is finally the chance when both of us are single.. However, i did not trust him.. I always thinking that he is joking with me when he tells me he likes me.. Then, he got a new gf again.. I started to feel sad.. I kept asking myself, why am i feeling this way.. I kept thinking of reasons to push away the weird feeling i have.. Like, i'm too used to talking to him.. now that he has gf, i have to Yuan Li him.. surely will feel weird..

(Story with stanrick to be continued next time)

Things did not work out between him and that girl and finally, we were together. I wanted to give both of us a chance.. So that i will not regret in the future.. Things were very unstable, his ex didnt want to give up and i had quite a hard time in the beginning.. But things were changing and we are getting on quite smoothly in our relationship..

But human beings are always like this.. they will always expect more and more.. For me, its also like this.. I've started to show attitude to stanrick.. Someone i have really come to love and care for.. For him, its starting to be the same too.. He's in a very bad mood today and he started talking to me in harsh tones.. saying i ask stupid questions..But its not my fault!! Both of us are mad when we know we care alot for each other.. But we just dont want to give in..

I'll change.. i really will.. Caring for someone should not be always being mad with that someone.. I will try my best not to argue with him anymore and ask stupid questions..

I need the angel within me to tell me what to do and to control my tempers.. *wishing upon a star and hope things turn out to be better and i can change to be a better self*


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__ Monday, August 02, 2004 ;

I had thought i can forget abt the past.. apparently, its not easy.. But, i've learnt from mistakes and i will not repeat or be foolish again..

This morning, i went to work.. All-In printing Pte Ltd.. via my uncle's car.. He's working there too.. as a sales and hey, he's very good wor~~ I hope to learn more from him and also my auntie.. Both very good sales person..
We had breakfast at the canteen and started talking.. He was mentioning abt my past partnership with my friends.. Ok.. here goes...

In 2002, May and June, i was posted to esprit at great world city to do my attachment. There, i met my friend, Ting Ting. We started to hit off quite well, with the common interest, singing.. She's a full timer at esprit that time.. Soon after, we went out together, clubbing, singing, shopping, eating etc.. In a short while's time, we were good friends.. talking abt everything and anything under the sun. After my attachment ended, we still contacted and it was the maddest period of my life.. I was in my third year in SP.. well, studying life was boring and i had lots of time to enjoy.. We went out, abt 3 or 4 times a week? Be it clubbing or just slaking out.. Eventually, she went to Cha Ren Zhi Jia to work as an admin, a Family style KTV which i used to frequent. I went there to look for her whenever i'm free.. I started to get to know alot of people there.. Life continued and when i graduated, i went to my auntie's office to work.. for only 1 month.. Then ting told me that her office is recruiting people to do admin work.. Without thinking of what the career prospects are and stuffs like that, i agreed to go work there with another friend of mine, Janice (SP's classmate + good friend)..

After working there for abt 1 month, i realised that its really not a place for me. The people there, be it manager or admin staffs, their thinking are too complicated and well, i just dont click.. Soon, due to some problems, ting ting had to quit her job and i had no choice but to take over her work scope. I began to think of ways out..
Suddenly, the idea of forking out money to start a small business sounds attractive. Ting, Janice and I decided to start a small business, selling japanese food. We wanted to start small, earn experiences before venturing.. Well, at that moment of time, everything really sound very promising.. The 3 good friends can get out of that place and work together.. (really naive)
We started to source for the location, product and methods of cooking.. Each of us forked out abt $2000+..
Chinatown, pearl centre is the place where we started out business. Firstly, the rental there is cheap, and also we believe that there are lots of KTVs and Pubs there where we can target to do our delivery via bicycle, even if there is not alot of walk-ins.. Major Major mistake.. Delivery is super tough.. we have to cycle on the road where there is alot on oncoming vehicles and we have to be fast.. Everyday, we worked from 8am till 11.30pm.. We only endured for 1month plus..

Very soon.. We started to have conflicts... The walk-ins at pearl centre is really bad.. all uncles and aunties.. who will want to eat japanese stuffs? We can only mainly base our business on deliveries.. Still, we are girls.. can we really keep up to the cycling everyday...?? We started to have 2nd thoughts.. Both ting and jance is very interested in setting up a stall in the coffee shop at pearl centre.. They wanted to change everything and sell pig organ's soup. I agreed with them its the best solution out.. becoz, that's the kind of product for aunties and uncles and futhermore, ting's mum was selling pig organ's soup in the past and have that kind of experience..
BUT BUT BUT.. i dont want to sell that!!!! I dont even eat that and how can u expect me to like selling that? Also, i dont want to be a hawker!! Isnt it = being hawker? Our capital is also not enough if we were to move into the coffeeshop.. Each of us have to fork out more money.. And at that time, they wanted to borrow money from friends.. which i dont want..
I was also having problems with my dad and auntie.. they are really against the idea of me doing business and cycling along the roadside and let alone being a hawker.. I was nagged by my aunt constantly and she keep telling me to quit, even calling me as and when to see if i've told them i wanted to quit... i was really stucked between my family and them..
Misunderstandings occur.. Both of them were thinking i very bo chap abt the business.. Tiredness and stress made us all very bad tempered.. I was beginning to cant stand ting's nonsense and her big boss attitude.. She suanned me whenever she has a chance and eventually... everything turned out to be so bad.. we cant even be friends..
Anyway, they still managed to find money and move in to the coffee shop.. Me being soft hearted.. helped them for one month till they are more familiar with the things before quitting.. I got a pay of $400+ for 2 months.. Pathetic rite.. Low pay+ black face for a month + attitude= hell month..

My last day is on the 31st Dec. I was really very sad.. what has happened to our friendship...? Everything turns out to be so bad.. I couldnt even get back a single cent of wat i've invested.. and i've gotten broken friendships.. 2 years of friendship with ting ting, 3 years of friendship with janice.. all gone.. to me, up till that period of time, i really considered them as my close friends.. everywhere i go, u'll be able to see them with me.. now its like... But eventually, i realised that i really cant consider them as friends.. I've gained by not being friends with them.. I've learn and i've grow.. They are only friends i can enjoy with but not friends who will stick with me no matter wat happens..

I grow to realise that friends who are not always with me but will be there for me whenever i need them are really people whom i should treasure and cherish.. Selena, Stephanie, Hsiao Hui and Huiying.. made me realise that.. They are there when i needed them most even though we dont go out very often.. Thanks alot.. *Huggies*

** Back to my uncle.. He wanted to help me get back some money.. He says since already not friends, then wat for let them have the benefit.. He called ting ting up and they talked quite heatedly.. She agreed to pay back deposit of $400+.. Really.. Its not really the money we're concerned at.. But, why should we let them benefit and since they dont have the mind to pay, my uncle wants to make sure and force them to pay.. haha.. fierce hor..

Although 8 months has passed and i've not met them for so long.. i still remember clearly the 2 months plus i was working there with them clearly.. some of the hurt is still there.. I hope as time goes by, this serve as a lesson learnt and an experience for me.. Anyway, thankie Uncle BS and my boss, alex for wanting to let me get back wat i deserve.. Haha..

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