__ Thursday, August 26, 2004 ;
Another week has passed and its friday again.. :)
I'm going to KK Hospital with Stan, Selena and Ivy to see my auntie.. coz she has just given birth to a baby girl!! Haha.. i'm so excited for her.. She has been married to my uncle for many years and they have been childless.. in fact they had already given up hope in getting a baby.. but, i guess miracles do happen.. *GrinZ*
Will update again abt the baby girl.. Lalala..
Sometimes i really feel very blessed at this moment of time.. I've been reading through my journals.. things that happened to me abt 2 years ago.. I wrote: " Should i choose someone who loves me but i dont really love him, or should i choose someone who dont really love me but is i love him.." Two years ago, seriously, i find it hard for me to find someone who will love me as much as i love him.. For me, its usually the case when i like that someone, he wont like me.. Instead, all those i dont like will come and bother me.. I dont even think this kind of things like balance between both sides even exist.. Even though, at that point in time, two of my closest friend, Selena and Stephanie found their happiness.. =)
I'm glad i have waited for mine...........
NOW, i will write: " I'll only choose the someone who loves me as much as i love him and i wont compromise for anything lesser" ... Otherwise, i'll not feel true happiness.. If you just choose anyone to settle with, it will only be like looking for companionship and u wont feel very happy doing things with them..
I'm really thankful for my lucky stars to be able to let me find the someone i cant live without and thankful that he's putting in efforts in this relationship as well.. I'll just have to look at him and i feel happy.. Really.. NOW that i've found him, i'll never ever want to let go..... I dont ever want this special moment to end..... ^(oo)^
(Baby.. u better make sure it dont end huh.. Hahahahaha..)
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