__ Tuesday, September 21, 2004 ;

My day has began with harsh tones, feelings of sadness, angers, disappointments, hurts...


Never have i known the feeling of being scolded till there isnt any single moment where u can add in anything, any minutes where u can defend urself... I'm dumbfounded and can just listen to what stanrick have to say.. things he'd said really hurts.. it wasnt my intention to mean or sound that way by asking where is he in the middle of the nite.. but being rejected 6 times of calls is really.... hmm..
Anyway, i'm not really upset abt it.. just the way you scolded me and not listening to wat i say..


Sometimes, i really really wonder if you really cares abt wat i think.. or how i feel.. Often i will think.. why is it that people who loves each other got to hurt each other as much? Is that the way to love... I dont wish to see the ugly side of love...


I missed the times when we've just grown to be close.. when we wont be pissed off with each other so easily.. when we will look forward to each meeting.. When we spent long hours on the phone without quarrelling.. when you tell me you love me everyday... i really missed them...


Office without BS is really quieter and i can get to do my things in peace.. Me and Weili got to jiayou.. to stapler for 14,000 booklets for NTU... ^_^


Hope by end of today everything will be much much better..

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