__ Tuesday, September 07, 2004 ;

*Huggies* to my 3 friends first...
SELENA, IVY & STEPHANIE..


They are all very concerned abt me.. Selena and Ivy wanting to meet me to talk and steph calling to ask whats wrong even though all of them are busy with their own lives and tired after a long day of working....


I'm.... Alright le i guess... I wasnt myself at all yesterday.. its as if i brought my heart to work and not my brains.. i cant function well.. Alex told me to bring something to TIA, i forgot.. haiz.. I cant do anything well at all.. I'm only thinking abt Stanrick.... This makes me realise that i cant lose him.. at all... I tried to think of life in future without him.. realised i cant... cant imagine the person next to me is not him.. but someone else...


Stanrick asked me yest: "what if one year later, i'm alone and see you with your bf?"
That thought has never occurred in my mind... I just want to see one year later, my bf is still HIM...


We met up for dinner and to talk... He told me his point of everything.. That he has thrown away alot of things which are in the box(a box he packed)but.. heck, he's just lazy.. to go to the drawer and take out the pix to throw.. I realised that deep in my heart, i actually believe him.. really.. I dont know why, but i just do... Maybe, i've wanted very much to believe him, so that life will be easier.. maybe, who knows? But all i know is that.. its a kind of feeling which cant be expressed in words... That, i really believe and trusted his words....(after i cooled down..^_^)
There isnt any tinge of doubt in him..at all.....


Pls, Pls, give me strength to forget everything.. No point trying to remember, since i wanted so much to be with him... =)
Just hope everything will go on smoothly.. even if there are obstacles, i hope we can overcome it.. Our love will be stronger than ever...



Pls dont do anything to hurt urself anymore...


[[I.Need.The.Strength.And.The.Courage.]]

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