__ Friday, September 10, 2004 ;
Work kindda sucks today...
Normally, when i reached office, the door would already have been opened. Even if its not opened, it will not be locked. However, today when i reached office, the door is locked... which means.. Shit, alex is not in office!! = he went drinking 
again...
True enough, when uncle BS, Richard uncle, kyne and i went in, the office is in pitch dark and alex is not in.. Haiz.. tried calling his hp at 9.30am, didnt picked up.. Hell, he had two appointments today with clients and one of them was even coming out soon le.. I had to call him and tell him to maybe come later...
Until 10.30am, i had already called his hp 3 times, but still never ans.. Only then i saw that his hp was actually left in the office.. He didnt bring it out..
Clive called me and told me that we need to collect the banners and send it to NTU.. I called up to check if the banner is ready.. it took very long for the person to confirm.. and by the time i call Uncle BS to tell him to go down to geylang to collect, he's already freking mad, coz he's at Qian Hu Fish Farm now, which is in CCK. He was mad because he was actually at beach road before that.. and if he go down to kallang from beach rd, its easier.. also, he can go Qian Hu already then go to NTU.. now, everything is messed up.. I was very mad too.. coz, i wasnt the one to control the timing for them and he shouldnt just push everything to me.. Now that alex is not in, everything is sort of in a mess already, you should try to take some of the burdens and maintain the situation.. Instead.. you just nag and nag.. and you're already 32 years old, sales manager somemore.. Only know how to demoralise people.. Frankly speaking, i look down on you.. really...
My designer, werry was there and she heard the way i talk to Uncle BS.. I was really mad.. In the end, he gave in and went to collect the things.. Its was a very busy morning for me.. the phone kept ringing non stop.. Everyone is looking for Alex...
At abt 1pm, Alex came back and he can actually still look very happy.. In the end is to tell me to give him his advance salary.. and he's going out again.. to look for Mr Goh(He was accompanying him the previous nite) He want to psycho him to be our roving sales team, coz mr goh has 10 over years of experience and he has alot of existing clients on hand.. told me he has to sacrifice.. cant depend on BS.. 
Right, you are the boss, you can do whatever you like, but at least you have to tell us what to do when you're not around and tell us what needs to be done or what is pending, so that we can help you and we know what to tell the customers.. but, nothing.. he just disappear.. without his hp again..
Rita, one of the customer, is flying off to new york the next day morning and she was supposed to come collect some posters today.. However, the posters are not done yet and there is no instructions or wat from alex. In the end, i took my own initiative to ask werry to try to print for her.. The posters need lamination.. Later, i saw that we've run out of lamination pouch.. Again, i was angry.. with alex.. for not saying that we've run out of it and that we need to order(he's the last one using it).. Called up the uncle, luckily he was kind enough to come within one and a half hours..
In the end, still didnt managed to print for rita.. coz the designer is new and still doesnt really know how to use the machine, FUJI XEROX, dont know how to insert paper into the bypass tray.. called up rita and tell her to come early in the morning the next day... I went to fold things and werry helped me.. uncle BS? came back at 2+pm, rot all the way till 6pm.. just sat there and talk to us.. didnt even help.. Keep saying demoralising things.. Haiz.. How come this kind of people will exist in this world? 
My auntie, Jane, send an email to alex: 
Alex,
 
I have never encountered people like you who can just disappear in my working life and
people that i know off.
My joint venture with you is a investor and you are to manage it well but disappear again.
We over here operate business with well organised system..constantly think ways to 
improve....also facing alot of problems, pressure..but we managed it,
 
Alex, next time if you think that you need to go for drink till cannot come to office, pls
drink it on Saturday night at least Sunday..no customers will call .
 
Thank you for your cooperation
 
From angry
Jane Alison Koh
 
Then, uncle BS send me and werry home.. I seriously dont know what is his problem.. 
BS: " why u everyday also selena selena?"
ME: " i forgot to bring her dress yesterday, so i have no choice but to meed her again today.."
BS: " i think she's someone very troublesome.. if she want to get it from you, should be she come and take it.. why must you go meet her?"
ME: " its ok, anyway, its just lot1.. everyday i have to bypass there to go home.. furthermore, i dont think she's troublesome.. she's very nice.."
BS: " then ask her to treat me lor.. since she's very nice.. you also dont want to treat me.. keep dragging the date.. not sincere at all.."
Msging with selena on the way to lot 1.. told her dont know how long more i can endure...
Went to lot one to meet stanrick.. things didnt really go well too.. Had some arguements over minor things.. =(
Hope tmr will be a better day for me.. things will be better in all aspects... and i will be able to handle things in a more mature way/thinking...
Snow *
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