__ Friday, October 01, 2004 ;
It was one hell of a day yesterday.. but nevertheless, its happy ending at the end of it... I wont want to go into details of that.. i've promise myself and baby to forget it... =)
But, the memories of yesterday is going to stay within me.. not the bad parts, but the end part, where me and baby came to a compromise at the void deck... I really starts to understand him more and more... to a point where i think me and him are really very similar... both of us are quick tempered and wants things in our ways... i can understand the things that he's struggling onto.. to control his temper, yet not that easy.. never mind baby.. it takes time.. lets learn together to control our tempers together... Yesterday, he made me realised things or feelings i've never known before.. i didnt know that it actually hurts so much just to see ur love ones being hurt... even though the pain is not inflicted on me, my heart hurt so much that i think its gonna break into two when i saw his hand.. its sort of like i can actually feel his pain... *ouch*
Why are we always so silly.. each feeling insecure, thinking that what others said is going to break us up... I wont give you up if you remain this way or is improving everyday..(remembered this is wat u ask me some months ago).. i dont care what others say abt you.. i dont care if u are poor or rich, healthy or unhealthy... i just love you for the way you are and please please dont change for the worst.. let me see this you for a long long time to go... I wont stop loving you if you dont stop loving me... ^(oo)^
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