__ Tuesday, October 05, 2004 ;

My hp started ringing at 8.55am.. i was at the coffee shop, buying coffee for alex.. I heard alex's voice and knew somethings up again... he's not in office.. told me he went out and will only be back at abt 11am... kaoz.. Very fed up with him.. firstly, told him to call my other no with the free incoming, he didnt.. call the other one.. haiz.. then i asked him anything to follow up for today, he told me to call helen, from TIA and go over to collect the flyers.. hey, hello.. he is siao liao or wat.. flyers.. 10,000pcs.. how to collect? i mean.. i'm a girl lor.. arrghh.. then never mind.. he told me he got personal things to tell me.. and is that one of our customer, RON, likes me.. he wants to ask me out together with them yesterday, but alex told him that i'm out with my bf.. then alex says ron quite upset, keep singing sad songs and drinking.. oh yah, they went to a KTV with girls.. *yuckz*.. worst thing is that, alex ask me to pay for half of their expenses, saying that its becoz of me he has to go accompany RON... damn.. i was very very fed up..


Why is it becoz of me? I mean.. i didnt mislead ron or anything.. he knows in the first place that i have bf.. he even seen stanrick before.. and hey, i hate it when it is also you who wants to go and drink then keep finding excuses and sound as if you are being forced to go drink.. if u really hate it so much, can just say no or can just drink abit.. but, you drink until morning then come back still dare to say so much.. I'm angry, seriously angry.. told alex that ron's nothing to me and why should i pay when they are the ones drinking.. he told me that ron's sad.. and i told him its non of my business.. i mean, its really non of my business.. if he really likes me, then too bad.. i dont like him and wont ever like him... So people, dont be stupid enough and go do that kind of things, it wont make the girl sympathise with you.. it will only lessen the image of you in her eyes....


I'm not going to help you anymore when you are not going to help yourself.. I'm refering to alex.. everyone's patient has a limit.. dont step over it..


Thanks selena and baby for listening to my complains.. i love the both of u.. =)

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