__ Wednesday, November 17, 2004 ;
Yesterday, met stanrick at cck mrt and we walked home together.. went home for dinner and to catch the last episode of 'The Champion".. i think its a really nice show and i especially like *Guo Jing Wen's character in the show.. i think that she's really strong..
Before that, went to lot 1 to buy herbal tea for baby (who knows it turns out to be so awful..) and vincent called.. quite surprised to hear from him and even more surprise to hear that he actually sounded different.. as in, happy? hmm.. or cheerful.. anyway, he's coming back on the 22nd and has agreed to go out with us on the 27th.. hee.. stephie.. 27th sure very fun one.. think alot of people are going, including stanrick's friend..
While walking home, me and stanrick chatted abt his friends etc.. and we talked abt different views regarding talking abt other people's behaviour behind others.. i think.. hmm.. ok, dont say out here.. but anyway, there's only one thing i want to say.. i feel that i really dont like people to talk abt others behind their back.. once, i have a friend.. jasmine.. we used to be very closed.. hugging each other whenever we see each other and telling each other our problems.. she has a bf then.. i didnt..i know she's very close to her bf.. telling him everything and anything.. there was once.. something happened to a mutual friend of ours.. jasmine got to know abt it too.. she went to tell her bf.. and then, her bf.. went to tell his good friend of his.. and this continues.. they frequent zouk.. so was this mutual friend of ours.. soon, wat happened to her was known by most of our mutual friends..
Even though that incident does not happens to me, i drifted apart from jasmine.. i feel that i cant trust her.. cant trust myself to tell her problems or secrets.. she will go and tell her bf and eventually, the same thing will happen..
In the past, stanrick has a little of that kind of character.. as in, he likes to share things with others.. be it good or bad things.. he does not really consider the feelings of others.. once, i saw a naked pix of a girl in his computer.. he told me before that he has a friend who posted naked pix in her friendster.. so he save it coz he wants to send it to his friends who wants to see.. i got mad.. really mad.. coz i feel why should u be so KPO? and.. if ur friends want to see, go see it themselves.. why must u send to them.. and have u consider the feelings of that girl? oh ok.. heck, u are going to tell me she posted her pix in friendster herself.. but.. hmm.. i dont know.. i just feel that u should meddle with others affair.. in the first place, u shouldnt even tell others abt the pix.. i'm not one who can understand what's this sharing thing between guys... but luckily, after that incident, stanrick has 'xue guai' le.. he kept everything between us simple.. in other words.. he has changed.. Yesterday, while talking to him abt those things, i have really realised the impact of changes he has made.. he has become someone who is simple, not meddling with others affairs, not poking his nose around people or things he doesnt really know.. he doesnt go around knowing people anymore, doesnt chat up with people or girls that he doesnt really know.. like wat he used to do in the past.....
i'm really glad that he turned out this way.. is it becoz he has become more matured or that i've influenced my thinking onto him? Is this change good or is it bad? Will he miss his old lifestyle of partying and knowing people? Does one change stay forever or is the old him still in his blood? i dont know.... watever it is, no matter if it is short live or it's going to last forever, i'll treasure the good memories now.... before i live to regret.... coz out of my 21yrs of life.. i know this is the happiest and most contented moment.... all thanks to STANRICK TAN...
Selena, saw ur blog... endure.. like wat u said, everyone goes through the bad period of life.. i went through it, came out.. dont know when's the next one.. but i'll fight it.. make sure u too... Stephie and i will be behind u all the way.. :)
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