__ Thursday, November 18, 2004 ;
oh... how blur i was this morning.. was actually looking forward to going gym with selena today.. the past few days has been sinful for me.. i ate quite alot.. haha.. especially yesterday evening, met up with selena and Ivy.. and Ivy treated us to Mac.. ate some nuggets and shared hot fudge ice cream with baby.. but i ate most of it.. haha.. and somemore.. went home for dinner.. ^_^ ya.. back to this morning.. as i was leaving my house for work, i had an uneasy feeling.. like i've missed out something... but i was rushing for time, so ran downstairs to the bus stop, boarded the bus that came.. and.. gosh!! i remembered what i've missed out.. i've forgotten my gym attire!! how blur can i get.. to forget that when i'm going to gym later? kaoz.. in the end.. had to call selena and cancel it to sunday.. sorry selena.. :)
And hey, a big thank you to you and Ivy.. You= selena for the crackers and Ivy for the Mac dinner..
Jiehui.. i think that the only one with the answer as to wat to do is yourself.. no one can tell you wat to do.. ask ur heart...... and be trueful.. if u find someone who is rich, with good education, but u dont love him.. will you be happy? if u stay with someone u love, but he has no education and no money (money is relatively important in future, no one can denied that).. will u still love him in future? Do u really really love keming? what if when u are out in the corporate world in future, and there is this guy who is rich, with good education who pursue you even though u're still with keming.. will u go with him and leave keming? All these points down to... have u closed ur options? If you've met a rich guy from ur university, but still u've not closed ur options, there will always be better guys out there.. think carefully abt the closing options, as it is very important.. I remembered once, someone told me this.. "I feel that i'm just a taxi to u.. someone u clinged onto when there's no one around, i'll bring u around, but when u've found the one u think is right for u, u'll definately let me go.. u just take me as a shelter, someone u need in that phrase of time.." Is keming that to you a taxi, or do u think the two of u can work something out in future, like ur business plan?
Jiayou ba.. dont think too much.. we girls like to worry alot abt future, even though we know that we cant predict the future.. Do what u want and dont regret... If u really want to be with keming and has closed all ur options, tell ur mum that.. i'm sure she'll understand... :)
Baby baby.. u are a very determined guy.. going for ur run every morning.. i salute u.. ^(oo)^ ok, i'll make myself clear here.. it wasnt a naked pix.. it was a blur nude artsy... sorry for that.. anyway, it wasnt the details i'm interested in.. i'm just quoting an example.. its all so long ago already.. u are not bian tai lah.. what matters now is that u dont do stupid things again.. *grinz*
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