__ Tuesday, November 02, 2004 ;
Everything's back to normal.. i hope.. :) Last week was a really terrible week for me.. or should i say the week before was not very good too.. me and my baby 'quarrelled' or should i say have arguements/ disagreements over even the slightest things.. this is what i call, baby giving me attitudes everyday, in turn lead to me giving him attitude.. then two of us will bu shuang.. but it will not last for more than a day.. however, the same thing continues again the next day..
Then last thursday, after baby's paper, he came down to buona vista to wait for me after my work.. We had a head to head quarrel all the way from buona vista back to CCK.. I was so mad that i called selena and went long john's silver to find her.. baby was very mad too.. he told me he'll go outside lot1 to wait for me.. Fine.. just let him wait.. But he came back minutes later.. Sat beside selena, which is opposite me.. he looks shag.. I ignored him and talk to selena.. he put his bag on the table and his head on his bag.. i couldnt see his expressions.. then we left long john's and walk back home.. we didnt talk to each other at all.. i was not angry anymore.. instead, i was feeling really sad.. where is this leading on to? I really dont want us to continue in this way..
Baby keep telling me to bear with him for these two weeks.. after his exams, everything is alright... but not that i dont want to bear with him.. i just feel that you must know how to handle stress and why is it exams gives u the right to show people attitude? We walked in silence for abt 10 mins.. he in front and me, slowly following behind.. then he stopped and waited for me.. this is when we started argueing again.. right in front of all passengers, beside the roads... I told him i cant stand it anymore.. tonite's the nite where we shall say everything we have to say.. no more bad feelings after that.. we sat at my void deck to talk.. abt everything.. within half an hour, everything's alright le.. :)
From then on, till today, we didnt quarrel anymore.. (though its a few days only, but we managed to come out from the past week's arguement) What i want to say here is that.. communication is really important between couples.. i really wanted to walk away that day.. since he wanted to walk away.. but i kept telling him to talk things out, else everything will be worst.. i'm glad that baby's back to his normal sweet self..
I'll give u a big big treat when ur exams over k.. no more sad face or angry face.. at least until ur next exams.. hahaha.. I really enjoyed the last weekend, though its quite simple.. at least can see u smile happily.. :)
I'm going to gym today with selena.. which means i cant see baby today.. yesterday also didnt get to meet coz he's having a paper today.. we've been together for abt 6+ months and for the past 5 months or so, we've meet up almost everyday, if not its only like 1 day we didnt meet.. today is the 2nd day i cant see him.. kind of miss him.. for his nonsense.. haha..wonders if he feels the same too.. kenna struck by lovesick..
Anyway, i'm feeling very sianz now.. feel that i'm being taken for granted in office.. hmm.. who can come and save me..never mind.. i must endure.. ^(oo)^
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