__ Monday, December 27, 2004 ;

*Yawnz* What a sianz and sleepy day...no mood to come to work.. i hope that today can pass asap.. Was going to buy a tv for my brother later to put in his room.. i'm a good sis right.. *BHB*

I didnt go anywhere to count down for christmas... stayed at home.. sleep rather early i should say.. was becoming more and more pig.. Christmas day itself, woke up at 9.30am by baby.. Then he ask me to go back and sleep for half an hour more.. he'll wake me up at 10am.. But, i couldnt sleep anymore, thought i have time to relax, so just rot in my bed and read my story book.. Its a very good book, by Julie Garwood, talking abt the clayborne brothers and sister and their loyalty towards each other.. anyway, i was so engrossed in my book that i didnt even notice baby havent call me at 10am.. My phone rang and its already 10.20am..

Him:" time to wake up..."
Me:"ALready woke up le.."
Him:' what are u doing?"
Me:"reading my book.. i'll go bathe at 10.30am.."
Him:"Up to you.."

I didnt notice anything wrong and proceeded to doing my stuff.. Then, i called him at around 11.30am..

Me:" what do u want me to bring? what containers etc or wat do we need?"
Him" Why? Its already so late le... "
Me:"i need to tidy up my house, take out all the plates, find containers etc.. ANyway why is it late?"
Him:"Never mind.."

I panicked.. late? He sure didnt say so before that.. the night before, i ask him what time should i go to his house, he says up to me, when i wake up, give him a call.. then come lor..

Now, 11+am call late? I sure rushed to do all my things.. its 12noon le.. i debated with myself whether i should take a cab to his place.. Call him then decided no.. By then, i was quite frustrated and told him, why make ourself so ma fan? may as well eat out, cancel everything.. save all the problems.. He got mad. He said i never appreciate what he do.. He woke up early to prepare some of the things le.. In the end, heated arguement. Till i met up with him.. Saw him, he gave me his umbrella, i threw away.. Hahaha.. stupid umbrella.. argue again, becoz of both of us are stubborn.. in the end, make peace and hugged each other... what a funny couple..

We made roast chicken, a chocolate cake, potato salad, pasta with garlic sauce and cheese sausage. It turn out to be quite a success.. i mean all the food... taste really nice.. My mummy and daddy agree too.. I think Selena agreed too.. Haha.. Then, played SIMS2.. created a family with me, Selena and Stephie.. Hey stephie, u should see it... hehe... Then, they went home.. i went to read my book and sleep soon.. it has been a hectic day... But something happened.. Haiz.. Dont feel like saying it here... but maybe its that.. makes our relationship closer.. Is it a blessing in disguise?

Anyway, i'll love you.. with my heart and if anything really goes wrong, i wont look back and have regrets.. life isnt about that.. right? Its abt happy memories and laughters.. *wink wink*

4.30pm.. hmm.. still have 1hr30 more minutes.. today is so relaxing.. but from tmr onwards till end of week, no more.. got to collate and staple the 10,000 pieces of papers... *grimace* Still, looking forward to the weekends once again!

Btw, next sat is Yang Zhi's 7 years old birthday celebration... Wonder what should i get for him....

*pppooooofffffffffffffff*

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__ Friday, December 24, 2004 ;

Yes.. i'm happy... *smilez* I can have such mood swings that it scares me as well...
I was pretty upset in the morning or should i say shortly before lunch time yesterday... Exchanged harsh remarks with stanrick over the phone.. he's not working... at abt 11.30am... Didnt want to talk to him at all after that... he did msg me and tried to make peace with me.. but i was still pissed off.. then he called me again when i was having lunch, at abt 12.45pm.. Guess i've cooled down already.. and we talk normally, i was feeling quite normal already... then i grew all excited in the afternoon.. coz tmr is christmas eve.. i havent buy any present for him at all... (I met up with him everyday after work.. no chance to even buy the present without him knowing).. i thought of a plan.. He's at Sam's place and so he's not coming to buona vista to meet me, meeting me at lot1 instead.. Usually, i will take the 6.20pm bus from ayer rajah to buona vista and will reach lot1 at abt 7pm.. but i told him i will be taking the 6.35pm bus.. I've got things to do.. and will only reach at 7.15pm.. ask him to meet me at that time instead... Haha... but actually i plan to reach lot1 at 7pm, to get his christmas present.. i've already known what to buy.. been thinking abt it and when i reached lot1, i went straight to body shop and get his present... I was feeling really excited abt all these.. Hahaha...

Then, he called. Asked me where am i.. i'm inside body shop.. shit shit.. what should i say... I told him...

Me: err... in the train..
Him: how many more stops?
Me: errr.. errr... 1 more...
Him: ok.. i'm already there.. i'll wait for u at the station control...
Me:...... ok.... *panicked*

Took the gift that i wanted to buy, pay at the cashier and went for the gift wrapping.. luckily, there wasnt long queue... Went to look for him.. He was.. eh? how come u didnt come out from there? *pointing at the entrance for people to tap their ezlink cards* I was.... hehehee....

He led me to coffee bean.. coz he wants to show me the phone that he bought for me as a christmas present.. Panasonic X400, white color.. The phone that i've been wanting coz its just so slim and sleek and pretty... He's a sweetie.. isnt he? Went to starhub at westmall, wanted to get my phone, but no more stock.. then he took a cab and rushed down to cuppage and waited for almost 2hrs to get it.. Then he was telling me...

Him:Good right.. morning we quarrel.. then now i give u a present...
Me: Your present.. *hand him the body shop plastic bag*

And if he seems surprise, he certainly didnt show it... I'm very happy when i saw the phone.. But sad coz he spent money on me... hmm... But i think he's happy too.. i bought present and surprise him... hahaha...

After that, he took me to go buy accessories for my phone.. i bought a socks, to put the phone in, which is pink in color with hearts and S.H.E's Ella.. Haha.. to put on my phone... He also bought me a piggy where i can put my phone in it to rest when i'm at home... Still bluff me he's getting for himself.. hmm.. I'm really very happy.. beaming from ear to ear.. *lol*

Then, i accompanied him to his haircut and went back to my house for dinner... Vincent called me.. think might be inviting him to join us either today or tmr.. Coz he kept asking me where am i going.. and when i ask him back, he said he wants to come accompany us..... he's very free.. guess its sort of a hint?

Oh yeah.. going to start our grocery shopping this very afternoon... tmr, Selena, u're in for a feast too... so, see ya tmr!!! Stephie, dont get too jealous k.. haha.... *grinz*

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__ Tuesday, December 21, 2004 ;

Hey people.... havent been updating my blog for some days.. simply becoz i was too lazy... *grinz*

Well.. the past few days are quite ok... only ok.. becoz of some misunderstandings between me and stanrick... but now.. its alright already... hopefully.. He bought a new bedsheet for me yesterday.. its very sweet.. i like it alot.. thanks baby...

And i'm really looking forward to this weekend... coz its christmas!! Friday.. dont know if i get to have half day off... anyway.. meeting up with baby in the evening to go for our groceries shopping... he's going to cook for the christmas dinner.. and he has already promised me a turkey and a cake... think there's going to be potatoes and sausages.... or something like this... Saturday is going to be a busy day.. i promised to try to help him with the food.. haha.. Lalala.. and i'm going to get his christmas present today.. Actually, was kind of tempted by stephie's idea to go camping on friday and saturday... but the idea of cooking up a feast with baby is more tempting... :) The way he cooks always makes me want to laugh... coz he wants to taste everything first.. and i'll always tease him.. "by the time u're done with ur cookings, u will only be left with half the portion..." Hahaha...

Shall try to relax for this week... as last week has been tedious for me... maybe after Dec then i'll try to look real hard for a new job... Its a promise i made to myself.....

Today was supposed to start the first day of jogging at night with selena.. But she has a headache.. hope she gets well soon... Oh ya, lynn is leaving tmr... Today is her last day at expo.. Went to find her on saturday with stanrick and she let us try different kinds of wine... too bad i was too cold.. didnt stay long... Anyway, Bon voyage gal... hope that by the time we hear from each other, both will have good news for the other party... jiayou together ba!!

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__ Thursday, December 16, 2004 ;

Yeah.. taking leave tmr.. but too bad.. its not to rest at home.. going for 2 interviews tmr.. one at DBS bank and the other at starhub.. Hope i can get into the DBS one.. coz i think the prospects are quite good.. well well.. lets just hope that everything will turn out fine... coz the one major problem with me is that i need to give one month's notice and i have not tell alex or auntie jane i have the intention to quit... hmm...

Dont even know if the other company is willing to wait so long... one month... anyway.. like wat stanrick says.. next year is going to be better.. but i have to take the first step first... in building towards a better year.. Jiayou ba gal!!!
These few days have not been in the best of mood.. kinda stressed up... Hope things will turn out to be better soon...

Stephie coming back tmr!! Lynn is in Singapore for the weekends too!! Maybe can meet up.. :)

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__ Friday, December 10, 2004 ;

~~~~~ Had a new haircut yesterday... and yes~ i feel great.. been having long hair for like the past...4+ years>? sick and tired le.. guess its a new look.... but sad to say.. my hair dont 'ting hua' today start to 'qiao' abit.. haha.. so, pls comment.. long hair better or short hair better?? ~~~~~

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__ Thursday, December 09, 2004 ;

Selena... with her new haircut too...

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side view of my hair.... short right... purposely make it short.. haha

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trying to act cute... hehe..

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Smilez!!!! New Haircut... !!!!

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These pictures are taken by my digital camera... there's actually alot more.. but still havent go develop them... will post them out soon.. ;) Ready to view the below ones.....? 3...............2...............1............................

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Sick yang zhi and selena...

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That is our tour guide joyce... a friendly woman.. last day.. at thailand's airport...

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Ivy and our coach driver....

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Me and Yan Ying at our hotel room... last day at bangkok..

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On the 4th day.. back at patuwan princess hotel and having our welcome drink.. look at that.. Yang Zhi.. so young learning how to woo girls le.. talking to the waitress alone.. hahaha