__ Thursday, January 13, 2005 ;

Here i am.. blogging for the second time of the day.....

Yes... i'm plain bored...

And.. dont know why, kenna struck by lovesick.... Haiz.. i'm really missing HIM... Put down the phone with him at 1.10pm this afternoon... He has to work... cant use the phone after that... Then, called me at 5.05pm, during his break.. told me he will off work only at 6pm... Means the whole afternoon, for 4 hrs, I didnt get his calls or messages... Not that used to it... hmm.. But guess i'll have to get used to it sooner or later... He'll be studying and working for at least 7 to 8 more months... though only work part time, but it means that our fri and sat evening will be gone... and two of the weekdays evening will be gone too.... sad case right... then yesterday he told me maybe he even have to work on sundays... I was like so disappointed... But he is still so happy, telling me the pay is x1.5.. Hmm, must learn from him.. work first, then relationships... Luckily later he told me is once in a blue moon... Haiz.. *Must be understanding... must be independent.... He promised to spend whatever free time that he has-(minus off lessons,work,projects,sleep) with me... Though not as much as last time, but at least something ba...

Still, i'm feeling... haiz... but never mind.. just have to find more things to do to occupy my time... Hehe.. guess now, i'll have time to go exercising and maybe even do some readings or research.....

But, i really miss him alot today..... He was like rushing to school in the morning, then straight after lesson end at 12.30pm, he has to rush to work... we dont really have time to talk... Maybe also becoz i'm too relax today.. that explains why i keep thinking of him..... :)

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