__ Saturday, January 08, 2005 ;

I've changed my blogskin... wanted to show HIM this...

hmm.. but having arguements.. one led to another.. Is it never going to end? Can two stubborn people last their relationship? Or is it like what my mum always say.. for a couple, one of them must give in to the other....

From sleeping, argue till attitude problems, argue till staying over, then to photos... hmm.. maybe it may seem physical and insignificant to you, but i'm telling u, deep in my heart, it is significant to me... there is always this 'tug' in the photos becoz i've seen them... not as if i never... i'm feeling like what u've said short-changed...... how can i even be compared to her.. or, no matter how, u're going to tell me thats past and put it aside? I know i shouldnt ask and shouldnt probe.. but i cant help it.. its eating into me.. I know its unfair to compare abt photos.. but its becoz i seriously dont know how u treated her emotionally... and dont ask me to go and find her to ask.. becoz... i think its really very very stupid......

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