__ Thursday, January 20, 2005 ;

Feeling kind of sianz now... Haiz.. was supposed to meet stanrick this evening.... End up, he cant meet me le....

This afternoon around 12.30pm....

HIM: "Marcus called me just now.. asked if i want to meet him.. i told him no.. i'm meeting you.. so i'll meet him on sat morning k..."

I was feeling kind of happy becoz he has chose to meet me... since he has already promised me...

ME: "okay..."

45mins later when i called him after my lunch...

ME: "hey, so where are you meeting marcus on sat? You just go ahead and meet him.. then i'll see where to meet you after my work..."
HIM: "he's coming to PS later for an appointment at 7.30pm.. so i see if i finish work early today.. then maybe can meet him before his appointment.."
ME: "why?"
HIM: "i've thought abt it, think that if i go out early on sat, i'll waste the whole day coz i'll be out for the whole day. If i meet him today then i'll have time to do my project on sat morning..."
ME: "ok, then are u still meeting me?"
HIM: "I see how.. dont want to commit abt meeting him.. let you know at 3pm.."

AT 2.15pm, i received his msg.... telling me he's meeting marcus...

ME: "So, means we're not meeting already?"
HIM: "I see what time i finish then let u know can?"
ME: "Can you let me know earlier so that if you're not meeting me i can have my own plans..."
HIM: "Then i'll go home after meeting him..."
ME: "OK"

I was feeling really disappointed..... He dislike people changing plans at the last minute... Me too.. Feel as if he has put me aeroplane... Tonight Selena is going to chinatown with her sis.. Ask if i want to join her.. I wanted to shop at chinatown.. but stanrick ask me to go on Sat.. i was actually looking forward to going with him and shop with him.... So decided not to join Selena at chinatown....

He kept saying sorry.... This is the first time and the last time... But, whats the point of saying sorry? Why do you even have to make urself have the chance to say sorry... And, why must there be a first time in the beginning...

TUG OF WAR---------------------------- MARCUS VS LIYUN ------------------------------

*~~ MARCUS WON

A BIG HAIZ.................... Guess i really have to find my own things to do le... Wanted to go watch movies... But like no movies.... :( Got really find things to entertain myself tonite.. tmr dont have to work... can stay up late... yet i have to spend this evening alone... arrrgghhhhh......

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