__ Monday, February 28, 2005 ;
Arrrggghhhhhhhhh.........
Firstly, come in here to complain abt my work first... it totally suckz to the core today.... i was feeling very pek cek with everything in office... especially before lunch time when we are rushing the carrier forms.... stupid stupid.... hfmpp...
Ok, lets talk abt my weekends... Sat baby accompany me in the afternoon.. we bought pizza home... slack at home, watch vcd.. then he went work.. i'm too tired and lazy to go out.. so stay at home sleep... hee.. oh yah.. thanks selena for volunteering to come help out in my office... :)
Sunday, baby had a faked mc from his auntie... so he got to accompany me the whole day.. slacked at his house and watch vcd... then bought his two cousins out to eat at macdonald's... Very long baby didnt spend the whole day with me le.. :) btw, i love the way u cuddle me to sleep yesterday... i feel so loved...
Snow *
Has Stopped6:10 PM ;
__ Tuesday, February 22, 2005 ;
There's alot of things going on in my mind nowadays... Lots of what ifs.... Things which i've been very certain in the past now seems to be.... so uncertain to me...
What if, i choose path A but cant succeed? What if i cant even get to choose path A? What if, i stay where i am now? What if, i move on to something more challenging? What if..... One wrong move and BANG.. I'll be dead....
People think i think too much... But i cant help but worry.... Seldom get to communicate to stanrick abt these kind of things nowadays... he's very busy.. which led to him showing me attitudes once in a while... He used to give me strength and encouragement... Now, he has his own things to do... I'm so so... lost... Lets just hope i get the letter soon... So that even if its bad news, things will be fixed and i can get on with my planning soon......
Opps, i sounded pessimistic... But, i just dont want to be TOO disappointed if things doesnt turn out right... No point in having false hope eh...
Snow *
Has Stopped11:05 AM ;
__ Monday, February 14, 2005 ;
Before i start blogging, just want to say.... I'm very very happy, coz i've finally hear from lynn!!!!!! :) Glad that she's alright and doing well...
Back to work again, after 7 days of resting.... abit sianz, dragged myself to wake up and take the MRT today.. squeeze with people, come office, routine starts... hmm... been thinking, should i take up tuition again? can i cope? will i be lazy? Guess when i've decided on something, better stick with it huh? Hmm..
Anyway, meeting up with the girls tonight... maybe have a talk with stephie wat is she going to do for these few months before i start planning mine...
CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE:~
Well, stanrick stayed over at my house the night before... so we rot at my house for a while before going back to his house.. he wanted to help his granny with the preparation of food.. but when we got back his place, his granny has already done most of the preparations.. haha.. slack at his place, went to buy ice, 4 packets of 5kgs man... damn heavy.. then i took a cab home.. He had his early dinner and went to work.. I helped my mum to prepare the food for steamboat, had dinner with my family, get ready and went to my grandmother's place... Stayed there till 12+am, then back home....
CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 1:~
Went over to my jiu po's house at around noon time... Then stanrick came my place after he went to his grandparents house... After he bai nian with my mum, we went back to his house to bai nian with his granny and relatives... get to see his youngest uncle's gf.. Had some great laughs with his cousin... Rested for a while and he got ready to go to work... We shared a cab together and he dropped me off at my grandpa's house... Had dinner there and gamble... But got sianz after a while.. asked my brother and his gf to go watch movie together.. Watched I Do I Do at lot1 at 11.30pm.. Hsiao hui came too.... Went home after movie...
CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 2:~
Stanrick came and meet me at 1pm... went for lunch at pizza hut, walked around even though no shop is opened.. saw this really nice diamond ring at Lee Wah's window display... guess should be expensive... then back to my place... Called hsiao hui to ask if IKEA's open and she said yes... took a cab down.. in the end.. Kaoz, its closed.. sianz half... Since its still early, we went over to his friend, bryan's house... Played abit of majiong there... Both guys are very patient with me... i'm a beginner and they taught me readily... :) Went home abt 6+pm and stanrick rot with me at home all the way till abt 10pm... He went home...
CHINESE NEW YEAR DAY 3:~
My Mummy's birthday!! My dad drove us to bukit timah to have lunch with my mummy... my brother's gf was there too.. Stanrick couldnt make it at the last min coz he has to rush his project... hmm.. but never mind.. next time ba.. though its just a simple meal, i feel very happy.. coz its been a long time my family went out together for a meal... :) Went home for a while after that and meet Selena at 5pm to go IKEA... shop there, bought some things, went for dinner at burger king and went back home.. Tim met us at lot1.. stanrick has to work today... I went home bath, get ready and took a cab down to PS to meet him... His friend's birthday at double O.. its a last min decision that we go clubbing today.. initially was abit bored.. later got a little little high and it got better.. Vincent came with his gf too... Sweet girl.. :) Got abit mad here.. At a girl.. stupid girl.. but i'm mad at the girl, not at baby k..... Ready idiot man the girl... Went home after that..
SAT:~
Things didnt go stanrick's way again... I'm actually quite pissed off with him in the beginning... We have actually decided to go to his grand aunt's place in the morning and then to Selena's place.. But he got up late, coz of yesterday's clubbing, so didnt go to the grand aunt's place.. Went back to sleep again, woke up at 12+pm, told me he need to go to his friend's house at Hougang.. I told him to go alone, its too troublesome if he has to come down to fetch me.. He dragged and dragged till abt 2+pm then he reached his friend's place... Stayed there till 4+pm, came down to Selena's house and reached only at 5.15pm.. he has to leave byb 6.15pm coz he has to work at 7pm.. this means he can only meet me for 1hr... Haiz.. but then since he knows what went wrong- he agreed he's bad at managing time, want to learn and say he's sorry for meeting me for a short while only, i forgave him.. stayed at selena's place after he went went, look at selena gamble, went for dinner at 9pm, then went home...
OH Yah, Its our 10th month anniversary today..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAPPY 10th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SUN:~
He woke up only at 11+am... Rushed down to meet me, went for lunch, walk around at westmall.. he kept asking me to look at jewelleries... Went to citigems.. He asked me if the combination of ring+braclet+earring, selling at $398 is nice.. haiz.. told him i dont want any.. too expensive le.. But he keep asking me to look... Bought S.H.E's and Jay Chou's concert vcd... Went to his house, slack and watch S.H.E's vcd for a while, then he prepare to go work.. I found an excuse to go lot1 to meet Selena(Told baby i'm going library).. and went to find his VDay's present.... Cant decide between a bag or a bracelet... In the end, bought the bag.. And was glad that i bought it.... Thanks selena for accompanying me to look around... Went home after that... Watch tv the whole evening...
MONDAY:~
Went for breakfast with Selena early in the morning, then took 188 to BBDC.. Things didnt go our way, couldnt get to register.. hmm, some other days ba.. Accompany her back to lot1, then went back home... took a short nap, meet stanrick only at 3pm, coz he's doing his project... Took a cab to holland village... i gave him his bag.. he was happy, i could see.. He told me he didnt buy anything for me... I was disappointed.. not because he didnt buy.. but because, its like he doesnt care at all... Guess he knew i was disappointed... Looked into his bag and took out a Lee Wah's paper bag.. and guess what? He bought the diamond ring that we saw at Lee Wah for me.... I was.. mixed feelings? Shocked, happy, angry... Shocked because its really very beautiful.. didnt expect him to go and remember that design and to buy it.. happy because he's the 1st bf who gave me a ring and he really took the effort to buy for me... angry because it must have cost him a bomb.... Later, after much forcing, he told me the price and i was like... WTH.. More than $500?!!! *faintz* Went to TCC for lunch cum dinner.. the dinner was expensive as well.. then went back to lot1 Kbox and we sang from 5.30pm till 9pm... then its home sweet home...
Anyway, since he has already bought the ring, i can only tell him i'll take good care of it and its really really beautiful, i like it alot... Thanks baby.. :)
---------------------------------END OF WEEK'S REPORT--------------------------------
Snow *
Has Stopped11:08 PM ;
__ Monday, February 07, 2005 ;
Yeah~~ Finally, after today, i get to rest..... from tues all the way till sunday.... work will resume on monday... ^_^
Work is pretty relaxing from just now till now... after lunch, we're going to spring clean our company... then we'll be off for a company dinner at CCk.. Warren's country club... luckily its only at CCK... haha.. stanrick says he's coming to my house to stay for the nite... then we'll go over to his place tmr afternoon... hmm, great... can spend more time with him... coz tmr nite he has to work, wed nite too...
This sat is one of the most boring sat i've had... Feel lonely coz stanrick worked on fri nite... that left us little time to talk... then sat morning, i went to work.. experienced the worst cramp i've had in a long time... wanted to go IKEA with him, in the end cant go.. :( He came down to buona vista to look for me.. then we went to Lot1 for lunch, then took bus 190.. i alighted at my bus stop and he took the bus straight to PS to meet his uncle.. I reached home at abt 3pm, slept all the way till 5pm.... woke up, nothing to do, just lazed around, waited for my mummy to come back... Talk to stanrick for only a while, coz he's with his uncle.. then he has got to start work at 7pm... I went downstairs with my mum, to buy drinks etc for new year and for my dinner... then its back home again for tv and Zzzzz.... Feel so bored and lonely... Didnt want to ask my friends out... coz i'm also not feeling that well... In the end, due to my discomfort and i cant really get used to not going out with HIM on sat, we had a fight... Was so angry that i didnt even want to talk to him after his work... we just use messages.. He stayed out with his friend to watch soccer for a short while.. He got home only at 1am.. By then i had cooled down quite abit.. We talked on the phone till 2+am..... Yawnz
SUNDAY:~
I was able to wake up at 9am... to bathe etc and wait for him to come... He called at 10am, told me he just woke up, so will reach alittle later... I went to sleep again... ^_^ haha.. Then he called me at 11.15am, asked me to open my door.. I was still so disoriented and sleepy... But was so happy to see him... He knew how i was feeling... Kept saying.. come, bao bao(hug).... Then we went down for lunch.. came up and look at photos... talked for a while, eventually, both of us fell asleep.. was awaken by a call... His granny called him.. could tell from his tone that he was quite unhappy... Then he told me his granny scolded him, coz when he got home yesterday, his granny has already slept.. then when he went out this morning, his granny is not at home... so apparently, she didnt see him.. then thought he didnt go home at all.... I was feeling so damn guilty... feel that i'm really selfish... only care abt him meeting me or not, not thinking for him that he's working and also has no time for his family.... So, i told him to go home for a while.. i'll accompany him home... coz he has to work at nite again... he'll sure cant see his granny again if he dont go home now... So we took a cab back to his place and spent some time with his granny.... then he went to work and i went to causeway to look for hsiao hui and selena... :) Went for dinner at pasta mania, shop around, went back to lot1 and home...
Hmm... its true.. i should be the one supporting him when he's working instead of giving him more stress... I will try my best to do it... i know i'm in the wrong and i'm the demanding one... yet you gave in to me.... thanks baby... There's no one sweeter than you and i promise to stand by you and support you... you can work without worries, study without worries, play without worries and sleep without worries... (returning what you have sent me the other time :)
Chinese new year is just round the corner and i guess i wont be blogging for the week... wish all of u a happy chinese new year!!!! Collect more ang baos... *grinz*
Snow *
Has Stopped1:15 PM ;
__ Saturday, February 05, 2005 ;
Arrrrggghhhhhhhh............ My tummy is killing me!!! So painful!!!! Hate this kind of feeling.... *sobz*
Snow *
Has Stopped11:50 AM ;
__ Friday, February 04, 2005 ;
Yes.. firstly, i have to say a big
THANK YOU to my Baby.....
Darling, you are the best!! He actually ended work late on wed night and slept late... but he reached my house yesterday morning at 8.20am... Just because i need to go for my interview, he had to help me to spray my hair black.... He waited patiently for me to put some light makeups, dress, made milo for both of us, eat our breakfast, before he can help me to spray my hair.... and there's actually a slight infection on my skull at the left hand corner... I kept telling him.. DONT SPRAY ON MY INFECTION K... guess what.. he used his hand to cover my infection and ended up, his hand turns black!!!!! awwww... so sweet....
After that, he went with me but he waited for me outside, at the bus stop.... (to be continued)
I was real scared... he msg me to relax... Selena and Stephanie msg me at the same time too.. to wish me luck... thanks girls.. real lucky to have u all as my friends.... Halfway, hsiao hui msg me too... :) i guess now i can only wait.. i dont know how i fare, but i know i've put in my efforts... if things dont work out, i will have to think of alternative ways.. but i wont give up so easily....
I will try not to think abt it too much... coz as wat stanrick says.. what past is past.. really true.. i cant go back time and change anything now... =]
After that, i went out to find stanrick and he gave me a hug... thats so encouraging.. and after i told him everything, he told me he has faith in me... thats really wat i want to hear... we walked over to holland village and had lunch there.. then we took a cab home....
I bathe, changed, got ready while he slept... haha.. Then we met Selena at my house bus stop at 1.30pm.. took 190 to Orchard... Went to Far East plaza.. Baby bought a pink tshirt over there.. PINK?!! Haha.. he said he like it.. i was so surprised... in the end, i bought a matching one too... our couple tshirt.. just that mine is sleveless singlet... He bought another plain white one for me too... i need it to match my pink skirt that i've bought yesterday at chinatown... Then we went to wisma and Selena bought her top from Samuel & Kevin.. After that, walked over to Centerpoint.. Selena got to help her mum buy the mee siam paste.... Baby is so gentleman.. He saw that it was very heavy and offered to help Selena to carry.. *thumbs up*.. hee.. I like gentlemen...
Then, we went over to bugis.... Baby kind of look abit troubled.. i kept asking him whats wrong... why is he so angry, so sianz.. etc.. he kept saying nothing... when finally he admitted that he wants to drink water... he's abit hungry.. wat a silly guy... suffer alone... dont want to tell me... haiz.. then we went to buy drinks.... I've realised that he dont complain... so i shall learn to complain lesser next time.. =X I saw 2 pairs of heels... both also very pretty.... but in the end, i didnt get any of them.. coz cant decide.. hahaha... Walked around at bugis village.. i bought 1 more top and 2 pairs of earrings(he bought the earings for me.. :) Selena left at 6+pm.. she got her cellgroup outing at marina bay, to eat steamboat dinner... Me and stanrick continued shopping... He didnt get anything else, coz he say he didnt see anything that he really like... But i saw alot of things i like!! haha.. but must control... Then, we went to long john's silver for dinner.... After that, baby accompanied me to chinatown again... I went to buy the blue demin skirt that i've wanted to buy the day before but didnt.... After that, took a cab home... Reached home at closed to 9pm.... Baby took his things then went home too... He spent 12+hrs with me yesterday.... must be very tired rite...
Anyway, just want to say THANK YOU for helping me:~
(1)to spray my hair
(2)getting ur hand dirty
(3)sending me to the interview
(4)waiting for me alone at the bus stop for 1hr+
(5)coming home with me
(6)waiting for me to get ready to go shopping
(7)buying lots of things for me even though yesterday is supposed to be UR shopping day
(8)spending so many hours with me
(9)sending me home
(10)not forgetting u helping my mum to answer the phone and take down the address and helping me to carry those heavy woods down the stairs......
BABY.... I love you.. =]
I had a great day yesterday..... Hardly had a rest day in the weekdays... *wink wink*
Saw jiehui's blog... I will sure love to meet up with u all for gathering.. Most probably i wont be asking my bf along if there is gathering during CNY... coz he has to work!! So, u all decide le then let me know ba.... i'll try to make it if i can.. :)
Snow *
Has Stopped2:45 PM ;
__ Wednesday, February 02, 2005 ;
Count down...
1 MORE DAY!!!!!~~ Excited, nervous, cant wait to do my best for the few minutes and get over and be done with it... :)
Had a relaxing evening with the girls yesterday... Selena turned out to be the latest to arrive... think next time also like this already.. she cant leave early.. well, never mind.. must be committed to work... right gal... *grinz* Weili joined us for the dinner yesterday too... luckily all of them can click.. had some good laughs... but can see stephie is quite sad.... hmm, dont be.. ten months passes very fast... with us around.... haha.. u'll have no peace... *smile k...
Going to off work le.. stanrick is working too today... He came down to my office this afternoon, to meet me for lunch, at 12noon... then went for lesson at 2pm... 7pm still have to work... so poor thing... baby.. u better take care and remember ur meals... and i mean.. PROPER meals.....
Going to chinatown with hsiao hui and Selena... Hopefully Selena dont come too late... if not, ZZZzzzz.... okay, ciaoz!!!!
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Has Stopped6:00 PM ;
__ Tuesday, February 01, 2005 ;
Baby is working tonight.... first day of the night shift... Jiayou wor... But better dont flirt around... if not... *bish!! :)
Will be meeting up with Selena, Stephanie and Hsiao Hui tonite.. We're going for Sushi dinner!! Yeah~~ Will be going popular too... I need to look at some books to prepare myself...
Had a slight arguement with stanrick just now... but all is fine now... Love ya baby~
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Has Stopped5:20 PM ;
