__ Monday, February 07, 2005 ;

Yeah~~ Finally, after today, i get to rest..... from tues all the way till sunday.... work will resume on monday... ^_^

Work is pretty relaxing from just now till now... after lunch, we're going to spring clean our company... then we'll be off for a company dinner at CCk.. Warren's country club... luckily its only at CCK... haha.. stanrick says he's coming to my house to stay for the nite... then we'll go over to his place tmr afternoon... hmm, great... can spend more time with him... coz tmr nite he has to work, wed nite too...

This sat is one of the most boring sat i've had... Feel lonely coz stanrick worked on fri nite... that left us little time to talk... then sat morning, i went to work.. experienced the worst cramp i've had in a long time... wanted to go IKEA with him, in the end cant go.. :( He came down to buona vista to look for me.. then we went to Lot1 for lunch, then took bus 190.. i alighted at my bus stop and he took the bus straight to PS to meet his uncle.. I reached home at abt 3pm, slept all the way till 5pm.... woke up, nothing to do, just lazed around, waited for my mummy to come back... Talk to stanrick for only a while, coz he's with his uncle.. then he has got to start work at 7pm... I went downstairs with my mum, to buy drinks etc for new year and for my dinner... then its back home again for tv and Zzzzz.... Feel so bored and lonely... Didnt want to ask my friends out... coz i'm also not feeling that well... In the end, due to my discomfort and i cant really get used to not going out with HIM on sat, we had a fight... Was so angry that i didnt even want to talk to him after his work... we just use messages.. He stayed out with his friend to watch soccer for a short while.. He got home only at 1am.. By then i had cooled down quite abit.. We talked on the phone till 2+am..... Yawnz

SUNDAY:~
I was able to wake up at 9am... to bathe etc and wait for him to come... He called at 10am, told me he just woke up, so will reach alittle later... I went to sleep again... ^_^ haha.. Then he called me at 11.15am, asked me to open my door.. I was still so disoriented and sleepy... But was so happy to see him... He knew how i was feeling... Kept saying.. come, bao bao(hug).... Then we went down for lunch.. came up and look at photos... talked for a while, eventually, both of us fell asleep.. was awaken by a call... His granny called him.. could tell from his tone that he was quite unhappy... Then he told me his granny scolded him, coz when he got home yesterday, his granny has already slept.. then when he went out this morning, his granny is not at home... so apparently, she didnt see him.. then thought he didnt go home at all.... I was feeling so damn guilty... feel that i'm really selfish... only care abt him meeting me or not, not thinking for him that he's working and also has no time for his family.... So, i told him to go home for a while.. i'll accompany him home... coz he has to work at nite again... he'll sure cant see his granny again if he dont go home now... So we took a cab back to his place and spent some time with his granny.... then he went to work and i went to causeway to look for hsiao hui and selena... :) Went for dinner at pasta mania, shop around, went back to lot1 and home...

Hmm... its true.. i should be the one supporting him when he's working instead of giving him more stress... I will try my best to do it... i know i'm in the wrong and i'm the demanding one... yet you gave in to me.... thanks baby... There's no one sweeter than you and i promise to stand by you and support you... you can work without worries, study without worries, play without worries and sleep without worries... (returning what you have sent me the other time :)

Chinese new year is just round the corner and i guess i wont be blogging for the week... wish all of u a happy chinese new year!!!! Collect more ang baos... *grinz*

Snow *
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