__ Monday, March 28, 2005 ;

Its the first day of the week and i'm already having such a bad day....

When are all these going to be over... I've lose faith and i've lose heart.. Just when i thought i've found the perfect someone.. things got to turn out this way.. No longer will i hope.. no longer will i wish... I've become numb... Now i believe this saying... Bad things happen all at one go.....

I had quite a good weekend... But those can only be memories now.. I know things will never be the same anymore....

Fri: Woke up, dressed up and meet stanrick for our da chan.. then we shop around at Jurong point.. then went to watch the eye10... Not a very nice show.. But i sort of enjoyed it.. coz of the company... Its been very long since the two of us went to watch movie... We even brought popcorns, bubble tea and drinks.. such pigs.... Then, he went to work and i went to meet Selena at causeway point.. went shopping, but couldnt get the things we want.. Then i accompanied Selena to eat dinner.. back to lot1 then home...

Sat: Woke up early, called stanrick to check with him if he can make it on time to go BBDC.. actually i was feeling kind of tired.. but he said yes.. so i forced myself to wake up.. Met him at 10.45am.. got in the queue for 188 at bus interchange.. but got out again.. haha.. coz i told him very sianz.. i still have to take photo.. then he told me he no time to go take exams coz of his school's exams.. so we thought, might as well book next time.... Same thinking= lazy pigs.. ^_^ went to foodcourt and eat breakfast cum lunch.. then went back to my house, laze around and sleep... Slack for a while then he went work.. wanted to stay at home read my notes.. but Selena called and asked me to go Jurong east.. so met her at 8.15pm.. went to shop and had dinner at Mac... Then back home..

Sun: Spent the day rotting at stanrick's house.. Then he went to work.....

Today: This thing happened..... I really dont know what to say.. Maybe its fated to be this way... Forget it.. I wont ask him to stay.. The cracks are already there.. Its not easy to mend it back.... Its not the same as last time... this is the FINAL time....

Auntie Jane opposed against Alex's idea abt tshirts and stationeries and I think Alex is freking mad....

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