__ Thursday, April 21, 2005 ;

I need to write this entry becoz it will always remain me of the things he did for me...

Today is the 10th day he has stopped doing the 'nonsense' that has so tortured me last month... He told me he'll stop.. on my birthday. And, he has kept to his promise so far. He didnt even access his old email anymore. I think he knows.. i didnt change his password. :) I can feel that he's really trying his best to improve.. to save this relationship.. i can feel his effort. Just two days ago, we had an unexpected talk on the phone after his work. I told him what i need, how i feel and he told me his views too.. why he needs to work so hard.. WHy is he feeling so frustrated with me when i dont understand.. The best and most important part is that he told me he's doing everything for OUR future.. I dont know if he knows, but his words consoled me and gave me strength to go on...

The next day, which is yesterday.. i feel scared coz of a mistake in work.. Becoz i told him i need care and concern and strength from him and becoz he admitted that he has been quite bo chap after he started working, he has tried to make an effort to call and ask me abt my work.. whether it has been solved etc..

Though its too soon to tell if all these changes will last, but at least to me.. he made an effort to try.. And thats enough for now.
For me, i will try to be understanding and not add stress to him unnecessarily. :)

JIAYOU BABY

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