__ Monday, April 25, 2005 ;

I said something really mean to him yesterday. Till now, i'm still having regrets abt it. Me and my big mouth.

I'm lucky he didnt just walk away yesterday(though he wanted to initially). I'm grateful for that. He acted as if nothing had just happened after that. I know he still didnt forget what i've said.. But he just dont want to let me know. Maybe, dont want me to feel guilty? I dont know how long he's going to remember that.. but i hope he'll forget it soon or eventually.. I dont want any grudges in our relationship.

I've learnt.

Auntie Jane is right. Its okay for a couple to fight. But we must not say any hurtful words. Otherwise, its too late to regret. I've said it.. i cant take it back no more. And now, i can only hope that he dont take it to heart and to be careful with my words next time. Stupid tongue, stupid rashness.

So people, even if u're very angry with someone or whatsoever, you must not say things you know you'll regret next time. I care alot abt his feelings. So i will not want to hurt him anymore. Even in the slightest way. But sometimes i'm stupid, i'm insensitive.. But i'll try. My best.

Baby took leave this whole week. As in till friday. So, i get to meet him on tuesday and wednesday. Since his paper is on Friday. Hope no sudden calls from workplace again.

Meeting the girls for dinner tonight. We've set a goal for each other. Only can have fastfood once a fortnight. Hmm.. Oh ya.. Wonders why quite a few people have commented that i've slim down. I dont believe it myself as i didnt do anything to tone down on my diet nor did i go gym regularly. In fact, i ate 3 meals everyday instead of my usual 2 last time. I went to weigh myself yesterday. I've really lost 2kg. Haha... Funny. Must jiayou more, lose 2 more kgs. Then, perfect. =)

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