__ Tuesday, May 10, 2005 ;

If you have no expectations, there'll be no disappointments.

I think i need to go for a holiday, a break, whatever to clear my mind. There are so much thoughts, pleasant and unpleasant... I guess i might break down at any minute...
The one you wanted him to care about is not here... The one you dont need is here. Why is it like this.. It would be better if if i can forget everything.. then i dont have to go through all these shit. It would be better if i can like another person.. Maybe it'll be easier for me. But i cant............

Is he capable of loving others... of loving me.. or is he used to me.... thats why he dont want to leave.... Why does he want me back.. but yet give me the hot and cold treatment..... I'm so tired. So darn tired.

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