__ Monday, July 03, 2006 ;

Was very diappointed yesterday night. The long awaited and planned trip to bangkok in august has to be postponed because of the 7th month, hungry ghost festival. Because of this, has a quarrel with stanrick. Till now, he has not called to talk about this at all. I kind of told him to let me cool down yest night.

I'm a buddhist. I believe that there are ghost everyday, all around us. Thus, i'm not that particular about 7th month or not. Somemore there's two 7th month this year!! Omg.

Too bad, his granny doesnt agree on this. He told me he shouldnt anger his granny just because of a trip. Well, what i'm angry about is- told me to plan and fix the date.. i went online to check the air tickets etc.. planned the date, supposed to book it this weekend, but in the end.. cant go. And he doesnt seem too bothered abt it. Maybe i'm the one who went to find date, etc.. so i'm so affected. Not going to plan anymore trips in future, unless he wanna go whole heartedly too. NOw it seems i'm the only one who wants to go so much. I'm seriously craving for shopping, food and massage in bangkok!!!!!! Arrrgghhh!!!!

Wonder if he'll call me today and if we'll quarrel again. Hate it. True, i'm the one who gave him attitude first. But that's because i'm so angry and disappointed! Doesnt one have the right to be angry or disappointed?

SIANZ.

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